Hadley Jan Beier

Ok I know its almost been 4 months from when Hadley was born but I just finally finished her birth story. So pre warning this is a long post cause I don't want to leave anything out! On Monday Jan 7th Dustin and I went to my doctor appointment I was hoping so much that I was dilated or something because my due date was that wednesday the 9th and my original due date was the 12th. The doctor came in and checked everything and checked if I was dilated and he said nope nothing :.( he said that we will wait til the 19th before we do anything unless I go on my own. I was so sad cause I was just over being prego and just wanted her to be here. So went and got some Cafe Rio and sadly went home to pout :) So this might be an over share but the food made me a little sick if you know what I mean so the rest of the day I just layed on the couch and did nothing. Around 10 that night I started getting really bad stomach cramps thinking I needed to go to the bathroom again but nothing ever happened. So after suffering and trying to go to sleep thinking I was just sick from Cafe Rio I finally went and told Dustin what was going on. So he grabbed my phone I had a contraction timer app on it and he started timing my pain. So the pain kept coming and I kept thinking this is just going to be false labor and nothing is going to happen and they are going to stop so after walking, drinking water, and laying on my left side for like 2 hours they never went away and they were 5 minutes apart. So Dustin was all lets go the hospital the doctor said when they are 5 mins apart we need to head to the hospital. I was so nervous I didn't want to drive all the way down to Mckay Dee and have them say oh its just false labor go home... So we arrived at the hospital around 2:30-3 with all of our stuff packed and ready incase this was the real deal. Got all checked in and the nurse said yep these are real contractions and they were like 3 minutes apart by then and were HURTING really bad UGH! The nurse checked me and couldn't find my cervix, so had another girl come and check me samething she couldn't find it ouch again. So the nurse said we want you to go and walk the halls for an hour and see if we can get any progression. I walked for an hour that was seriously the worse hour ever cause every 3 minutes I would have a contraction have to grab on the wall and try not to scream I may have said a couple of bad words ha ha. Dustin was trying to be supportive telling me to breathe and I would just get mad at him (sorry babe!!!) After the hour went by I went back and the checked me.....nothing the girl still couldn't find my cervix so then like 12 nurses ok ok like 3 more nurses came in and tried to check and they couldn't find it. So finally they got the head nurse and she came in and checked me and she finally finally found it and said that I was a 2. I thought to myself "only a 2.....only a 2 how can that be these are so freaking painful!!" The nurses called my doctor and he would be in later he had a surgery and that he would come and check on me. So they gave me some drugs that help a little bit for only and hour. Then around like 7:30 my doc came in and said that I needed to be a 3 to be able to be admitted so if nothing changed in an hour I had to go home :.( After he left and the nurses left I had a mini meltdown to Dustin cause I didn't want to go all the way home and suffer through the pain :( After sitting there suffering through the contractions making all sorts of noises ha ha I felt liquid down there so called the nurse over and she checked and tested it and she said no thats not your water breaking boo again!! Then like 10 mins went by and I felt a lot of liquid and called the nurse and shes all "yep thats your water breaking yay" I was so happy I didn't have to go home. So they got me into a room and got me an epidural. Oh my heck drugs are good!!!! I don't understand why anybody would want to go all natural with no drugs soooo painful!!!! Got all situated in the room feeling all good just waiting for me to dilate. So the nurse had me switch from laying on my sides and sitting all propped up saying that we'll have this baby out in no time ;) I dilated to a 6 really fast the nursed was like we'll have this baby by like 3-4 o clock. So I was so happy!!! I was going to meet my little girl!! Then it all went down hill from there :( They would check me and nothing would change so then my doctor came in and checked me around like 5 and he said I was a 7 and that she would probably be here around 9:30-10pm. So kept waiting and waiting. Through all of this when I would lay on my right side or sit up I could feel the contractions :( I kept telling them this and nobody thought it was a big deal they would just switch me over to my left side and the pain would go away. But I kept thinking to myself I'm not going to be laying on my left side when I start pushing so I'm going to feel everything AAHHHH!!! So 9:30 came nothing I was only a 7. 10 came nurse said I was probably a 7+ maybe an 8 so was getting happy. My parents showed up at this time. So we just kept waiting and waiting and they kept checking me and there was no change so finally the nurse came in and it was around 11 and said she needed to call the doctor and she wanted to know what I wanted to do either wait some more or if the doctor was fine with it or have c-section?? So I sat there had a mental break down from being so tired because I hadn't slept since Sunday night. But after talking to the nurse, Dustin and my parents I decided if it was ok with my doctor lets go ahead and do the c-section. The nurse went and called my doctor and he agreed it was time to do a c-section. So while the doctor was on the way to the hospital the nurses got me all ready for the c-section. I was sooooo nervous I was shaking and crying :.( I even got sick and threw up from all the meds and me being so nervous :( My doctor finally came in checked me and hes all you are only a 7 and a c-section is best. They finished getting me all ready for the c-section I was so nervous!! C_SECTION TIME!!! They took me into the surgery room got me all hooked up and started the surgery. Ugh I don't know if it was just me or if everybody can feel everything!!! I was not having fun. Then all of a sudden they were you are going to feel a lot of pressure.....and then she was out!!! At first I couldn't see her but I could hear her crying and OMG that is the most amazing sound!!!!! I instantly started crying and then the nurse brought her over to show me and she was so beautiful!! Hadley Jan Beier born 1/9/13 @ 1:18am 8lbs 14oz, 21 inches long and lots and lots of hair and 100% perfect!! They took her to the nursery to get all clean and dressed. I was so happy I couldn't believe my little girl was here. So while they were putting me back together ;) I guess my meds were wearing off cause I started to feel everything UGH! So they gave me more drugs that pretty much knocked me out :( I SO wish that I didn't have to have this happen to me because after they were done they took me into a recovery room and brought Hadley in and I got to hold her for the first time....the reason I say I wish they didn't have to drug me more is because this is all a blur to me :.( But I do remember holding her for the first time so I guess thats good!! My baby was finally here she is so perfect in every way I love her so much and love being a mother. I am so grateful for Hadley and Dustin they are seriously my everything!!!

It's a..................................GIRL!!!!

Well on Wednesday Sept 12 was our big ultrasound appointment!! I was both nervous and excited for this appointment. I was nervous because I just wanted everything to be ok with our little baby, was super excited to see everything and to find out for sure what we were having!!! So I met Dustin at the Dr. office and sat there forever and you know you have to have full bladder for this appointment so having a full bladder and being nervous I thought I was going to pee my pants so that made it even worse!!!! But finally it was our turn! We went in and the ultrasound tech lady was so cute and her and Dustin were talking and joking the whole time....well mostly the whole time :) So after a little bit she asked us if we knew what we were having and Dustin pipes up and says "a boy, well the doctor said 70% boy at our last visit" So she pipes up and says "Well I'm going with the 30%" then she started to list the girly parts and Dustin really didn't catch what she said so I said "Dustin its a GIRL!!!!" Then it was kind of funny Dustin got all quiet for the rest of the appointment. I'll be honest I was kind of in shocked too because I was for sure it was a boy too!! But was so happy and sooooo happy everything checked out perfect for our little baby girl!!! After our appointment we stepped in the elevator and I was looking at all the pictures and I just said out loud "shes perfect" and of course started to cry :) Dustin was like oh geez ha ha ha Dustin was still in shock and sad cause he wanted a boy so bad. It took him until later that day to talk about her ha ha I told him it was ok that he was a little sad. And said you can still teach her all that boy stuff like throw a football, work on a car, shoot a gun, etc and he says to me the only thing I'm teaching her is to "stay away from boys FOREVER!!" HA HA HA love him!!! But now I think he is getting more and more used to it (well he better cause shes not changing ha ha ha) He talks to her and rubs my belly and loves to feel her kick. We seriously love this little girl soooo much it is amazing how much love you can have for someone and you haven't even met them yet. I'm 24 weeks along and this little girl is starting to be more of a mover and shaker ;) I guess just like her mom can't sit still!! Now when she kicks or moves you can see my belly move! I totally LOVE it!!!!! Dustin thinks it is kind of weird I guess it is kind of like the movie Alien ;) Way before we knew what we were having I asked Dustin what girl names he liked between Kaylee or Hadley??? He picked Hadley so that is going to be her name!!!! I can't wait until January to meet little miss Hadley!!!!!!!

Boy or Girl??? And first time feeling my baby move!!!!!

On Aug 2nd I had another appointment before this appointment I was super nervous because I didn't want to have surgery or anything that would hurt my baby. But during the appoinment I was 16 weeks and 5 days so I knew that we could possibly find out what we were having :) So when the doctor was doing the ultrasound to see how my ovary was he first showed us our baby and it was so cute our baby had its hand all behind its head so it looked like it was lounging in there ;) but then the doctor moved on and was looking at my ovary and I started to get teary eyed because I didn't want him to say that it had gotten bigger or anything. So after if felt like forever the doctor goes "well it hasn't changed at all and that he is pretty sure it is just endrometriosis" So I will need surgery but not RIGHT now!!! Thank goodness!! So after that the doctor was all "hmmm am I supposed to look at anything else" Um yes!!! So he went back to the baby and was looking and but our little stinker just kept its legs all folded up so we couldn't see anything BOOOO! So after a little while of trying to see and hoping the baby would move the doctor said if I had to say right now I would say probably like 70% chance its a.................BOY!! I just have to tell you before my appointment I was getting ready for work and I had a little talk with my baby and said that "You need to open up your legs today so we get to see for sure what u are." So I guess this is the start of my kid not listening to me LOL!!! I am so happy about this little baby boy or girl(probably a boy ha ha) and Dustin is so happy to have a little boy!! On Aug. 6th (17 weeks and 2 days) I was sitting at work and on the way in I picked up a Yogurt parfait at McDonalds and as I was eating it I felt this little thing down in my lower stomach and right after it I was like I think that was the baby but I could be wrong because this is kind of early. But the next morning at work I was sitting there and all of a sudden the samething happened in the same spot and it was a lot longer and I was like that was the baby for sure!!!! It was the coolest thing ever!!!! So since then everyday I feel him move through out the day and it is so so so AWESOME! I LOVE IT!!! In a couple of weeks we get to go back and have our big ultrasound where they check everything!! I am so excited and so excited to get a 100% boy or girl!!! ;)

We are PREGNANT!!!

After I got back from Oklahoma was the time I was supposed to be starting my period. But that day came and went :) So I didn't want to take a pregnancy test cause I didn't want to jinx myself cause I was just thinking because I was sick and my vacation maybe that was why I was late. So I waited 4 days after my missed period to do a test. It was weird I kept feeling cramps those days so for sure I was like oh i'm going to start. So Monday the May 7th I came home from work late and Dustin was already asleep for the night. So I went and took the test and within like 30 seconds it was a positive sign!!!!!! I was pregnant!!!! So I sat in the bathroom for a little while crying, shaking and wondering how I was going to tell Dustin ;) I have always wanted to do something cute to annouce I was pregnant.....but I was sooooo excited I just yelled to Dustin and woke him up to come and look!!! It was so funny he was all sleepy and he just sat there and stared at the pregnancy test for a little while so I said to him do you know what that means and he looks at me and says "your pregnant" yep I am!!!

Dustin cracked me up it seriously took him like a week for it all to sink in he wouldn't talk about it or anything ha ha ha got to love him!!! But on Mother's day he gave me a hug and said "happy mother's day" to me!! On June 7th was my first doctors appointment!!! I was sooo nervous I just wanted everything to be ok. So Dustin and I went and it was the coolest and neatest thing ever experienced!! Seeing that baby on the monitor and seeing the heart beat was amazing!!! When the doctor was showing us the heart beat Dustin got up to look at the screen closer and I said to Dustin "do u see it?" and Dustin said "yes" and right then the baby totally moved!!! It brought me to tears it was like it was saying "hey mom and dad do u see me!!!!!!" Oh it is crazy how much love I have for this little person that I haven't even met yet. That day was by far one of the best days ever! I am due Jan. 12, 2013

Our first family picture!! July 5th was my second appointment and it was fun and scary at the sametime. Everything was fine with the baby and it was fun during the ultrasound it kept moving around so the doctor had a hard time getting a good picture ;) But onto the scary part you see at my first appointment I found out that I probably have endometriosis and that my left ovary is a lot bigger than it should be. And it being so big my doctor thinks that we should do surgery :( Cause there is a possibility that I may have endo cells that need to be removed, or a cyst or cancer :..( So I find out for sure next month if I need surgery or not and if I do I have to do it right away because we can't wait any longer in my pregnancy or surgery could make me go into preterm labor. I am hoping and praying that everything is going to be ok!!! Like I have said to everybody I don't care about me I just don't want anything bad to happen to this baby!! So my next appointment we find our if surgery or not and maybe if everything works out we get to find out if we are having a BOY or GIRL!!!!! I am so happy that we are pregnant we are soo blessed!! I love this little person sooooo much and I will do anything to make sure he or she is going to be ok and I get to hold this baby in 5 months!!!!

Oklahoma Part 2

Thursday we stayed in still was a little sick :( but that night Justin and Lisa went to a concert so my dad, mom and I stayed home and watched the kids. It was so much fun we had a movie night and I just played with Brianna and Ryan oh I love these two so much!! It was cute I put Brianna to bed that night and after reading a story she gave me a big hug and said "I love u Kristy" Oh melts your heart!!! Friday was Brianna's birthday party with her friends so we had to get ready for this most of the day. The party was fun we went to a cool park and had pizza, cake and ice cream then the kids went and played at the park after.

Justin having fun at the "Princess party" ;) hope he doesn't kill me!! Saturday we went to the GW Exotic Animal Park. This park was awesome!!! It had tigers, lions, bears, wolves, monkeys, birds, zebras and many more. The best thing about this park is how close you get to the animals you could seriously reach over the little fence and touch them but we didn't, didn't want to lose a hand ha ha!! After we went through the park and saw all the animals we went on the tour that was behind the scenes and we got to see a lot of cool animals, kiss a camel ;)pet some wolves and the BESTEST part at the end we got to play with 2 baby tigers and a baby black bear!!! They were so freaking cute and so fun!!!! And funny part a lady got bit on the face by the black bear!!! The sad part is on the tour you can't take pictures at all, but there is a guy following you that is taking the pics of you with all the animals so you had to buy their cd. It was so much fun!!!

The next two days we went to church and hung out. It was such a fun vacation besides getting sick I had such a blast!! On Sunday night we even got to experience a Tornado Watch!! It was kind of scary but so glad nothing happened and we didn't have to run to the storm shelter!! So I didn't have to put on my Ruby Slippers to get home ;) It was so much fun to visit them I wish that they didn't have to live so far away I hate it so much cause we miss out on so much stuff :..( Heres a couple of random pics I took while I was there.

Oklahoma Part 1

I got the opportunity to go to Oklahoma and visit my sister Lisa and her family who live there because my brother-in-law is stationed there. Can I just say how I hate that they live so far away and it looks like they will never be back here in Utah :..( Well enough boo hooing I went with my parents because it was my niece Brianna's 4th birthday. That saturday after we got there we just hung out and visited and later that day we went down to Oklahoma city to go eat dinner and go to the Pro Bass shop. We wanted to go to dinner at this yummy italian place but the wait was way to long so we decided to go to a mexican place instead. I don't know if you have ever heard of the Riverwalk in San Antonio Texas but oklahoma city has a version of their own. So while we sat and waited for our table at the resturant me and Brianna went down and walked around the water and fed the ducks that were their. Brianna said "we were having a picnic with the ducks" love her!! Sunday we went to church and a couple of minutes before we left one of the primary teachers called Lisa and said that she wouldn't be able to teach. So who got the opportunity to teach Me ha ha ha. I didn't mind ;) But after church we went shooting with Justin. Monday we just hung out during the day then the night we went to the Oklahoma City Redhawks baseball game. They are a farm team like the Salt Lake Bees. It was such a fun night can't go wrong with baseball and hanging out with family. Tuesday was Brianna's 4th Birthday!!! It was so fun because I got to be part of her surprise. Brianna has been in love with horses lately so Lisa and Justin wanted to take her horseback riding. When Lisa told me that we were going to go and do this and I was sooooo excited if you know me you know I LOVE horses sooo much. I was so excited to go!! It was so funny when we pulled into the parking lot of the place and the horses were all lined up getting their saddles on, we all said look its your suprise and Brianna with a big smile on her face yells "I'm getting a horse!!!" LOL not quite ;) Brianna was sooooo excited and it was so cute there was no fear in her she just walked straight up and would pet and talk to all of them. We got to go on a 2 hour ride it was sad because my mom(who loves horses and had her own horse growing up) couldn't go because she had hurt her leg feel bad that she didn't get to go :( But I was the lucky one that got Bubba the horse that just wanted to EAT!!! Well I guess we were paired up perfect because I love food too!! So every chance Bubba would get he would stop and eat while everyone kept on going ha ha ha. So I had to kick, talk and whip him so he would go and then he would take off running to catch up so it was kind of fun because I got a more eventful ride ;) Well Lisa did too BAHAAAAA!! So after 2 hours in the heat we got done. Brianna did so good too you would think a 4 year old after an hour or so would get sick of it but she loved every minute of it!!! Wednesday was a bust. A couple of days before we got their the Walkers got sick with colds. So guess who got sick yep me :( we were supposed to go fishing that night after Justin got off work but I didn't feel good so we just stayed in boo!!